Everything seems to go so well according to my plan but I am not happy at all... Is it because of the pressure given by everyone around me or because of the expectation I have in myself??? It has been some time since I last feel so stressful... Everyone has been asking me the same question every time I see them... "Have you managed to find a job???"... The usual reply was a smile and a simple NO... I am more anxious than anyone else in finding job... But what can I do when I get no reply at all???

I left everything again in Malaysia... My family, my friends and the usual crap gang... And again I am in an island which is so foreign to me... I have not been to Singapore for more than a decade... But I am glad to have Jojo as housemate... However, life here reminds me so much of the life I had in Bristol...

Indeed this new phase of life of mine is not as smooth sailing as I thought it will be... So what you have a degree... Everyone has it...

Shi Hui <3