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Sunday, June 21, 2009

Happy Papa's Day...

First and foremost, HAPPY FATHER'S DAY to all the fathers, grandfathers, great grandfathers and so on... And of course, to my wonderful papa... Wish him in the best of health... Stay young and happy at all times... :D:D:D Maintain your healthy lifestyle and be as vain as you want lah...

This is another not celebrated occasion in my family... Maybe because all these events made the restaurant simply over-crowded all the time which made us lazy to celebrate it... Another reason is because my dad is simply too ego... He doesn't like celebration where he will be the main character such as birthday or Father's Day... Sigh... What's so great with this man's ego... Hmmphhh... I just could not understand...

Hahahaha... I have never given anything to papa on Father's Day... But this year I sent him a big Father's Day card... Although I will never get the respond or get to see the reaction on their face when they see the card, I assumed that they are touched by the effort I put in... Note that those wishes in my card are all Chinese words...

I still remembered when I was in secondary school, there was this oral test with Miss Norilla... The question that she asked me was, "Name me one hero that you respect most and why"... Without hesitation, I replied her, "The hero that I respect most is my father"... He is indeed a hero in my heart... Quitting school at the age of 12 just to earn some livings in order to lighten the burden of the family... My grandfather passed away when my dad was 12... And that was when he has no choice but to quit school so that his younger sisters and brothers have the chance to study... Born in a poor family with nothing left to him by my grandparents, he managed to build his own career...

His success seems to be a hot topic among the family including his own siblings... I wonder why... Doesn't he deserve something after striving for so many years??? His 38 years of blood and sweat are more than enough in exchange to what he owns today... I really respect his perseverance and thinking in so many things... He remembered every single word told by my grandma to him... And he even passed it on to us... Being the very disappointing Teochew, I have difficulty saying those phrases out... I knew them by heart... Seriously...

He is a man full of ego... I have to say that... He simply concerns me a lot yet he does not want to show it out... He is the one who is worried about my parcel... He is the one who is worried about my luggage... He is the one who is worried about the weather here... He is also the one I speak the least to when I am here... But I know he cares... When I was staying in Subang with my sis previously, he never gave me a single call at all... Until one day when we were on the way back to Muar for Hari Raya Puasa holidays, a call from him really melted my heart... My phone rang and I was telling my sis, "How come papa suddenly call me???" I picked up the phone and he asked me where were we... I replied, "On the way"... He simple said, "Ask jie to drive slowly... No rush... There will be many cars on the road"... Gosh... And he was working at that time... I was simply so delighted and happy... It never crossed my mind that my dad would say such thing to me...

Even though his face looks fierce, he is actually not fierce at all... I climb on top of his back till I was 13 or 14 years old and he doesn't mind... Shi Han patted his shoulder all the time and said "Yo, Brother"... Shiyi argued with him all the time... Shi Wei hit him as though she caught a snatch thief... I used to hold his hand when we went shopping... We touched his face while talking to him... For me, he is more than a dad... A friend, a brother... Everyone will say that I am my dad's favourite daughter... I think I am but then again he treats all of us equally good... He dotes on Shi Han a lot too... He loves Shi Wei even more... He has never failed to disappoint me all the time... I get everything I wished for... He jokes, plays around and tries to sing Lee Hom's, Evan Yo's and Nicholas Teo's songs just to prove to us that he is still young... If I am back in Muar for holidays, he will call out my name from the door whenever he reaches home from work... Even mummy gets jealous over that... Mummy complained that there are Ying, Han, Yi and Wei to call... Of all the names, why must it be Hui all the time... Hahaha... I miss those days...

Papa, I am coming home soon to accompany you for breakfast and dinner... I am coming home soon so that you won't miss calling Ah Hui for too long... Happy Father's Day... You are the indeed my SUPERDAD... I LOVE YOU!!!

Shi Hui <3

Saturday, June 20, 2009

Untitled...

I am being left all alone in the house... This is not the first time... Previously I enjoyed being alone in the house because there will be no one to make noise or disturb me... However, today being home alone left me emo to the maximum... So many things just crossed my mind without me wanting to... And of course it brought my emotions to another level...

I thought of so many people, so many things... Listened to so many songs... Watching the MVs in Youtube made it even worse... The MV of 早点回家 by Soda Green reminded me of my grandparents which I have not seen for ages... They must have aged a lot... The same thing applies to granduncle... Hopefully he is in the best of health...

I am bored to the extent that I feel like cursing... @!@#$%^&*... I feel like going home so much now... Home is the best place for me to hide and escape from everything... There is always someone to protect me from everything... No matter how much it hurts, it heals in no time... Since it's a decision made by myself after much thought, I should not be regretting as it is of no use crying over spilt milk... Life still goes on...

I really have no idea on how to continue on this post... Till we meet again... See you...

Shi Hui <3

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

For One More Time...

It has been a while since I last feel so emo... Tears just cannot be controlled... I was the one who called back and reminded them to take photos for me... I was the one who asked my sis to upload pictures for me... Yet I was the one who cannot control the flow of tears when viewing those pictures... I cried when I see my sisters... I cried when jie commented on my Facebook status...

I almost cried when talking to mummy on the phone the other day... But I managed to hold back my tears... Today I really feel so down... I don't know why... Even when I was on the way to buying groceries, I almost teared when thinking of certain things... I thought of the day when I will be back in Malaysia... I thought of the feelings of meeting everyone... Papa, mummy, jie, han, mek and wei... Gong and wai po... From da yi till mei yi... Da jiu and xiao jiu... From er gu till xiao gu... Pek pek and shu shu... And all my cousins... Although not close I miss them too... Ah Boy, Ah Girl, Shirley, Ah Vin, Ah J, Ah Han, Ah Pei and family, Ah Wei, Ah Zhi, Wen Wen, Yong Rui and Le Le... Ah Hua and his wife, Ah Ji, Ah Ting, Ah Fan, Pei Qi, Pei Sin, Ah Zu, Ah You, Ah Hui, Hui Wen, Hui En, Ah Ni, Ah Yi, Xin Ying, Ah Le, Jing Lun, Yi Lun, Yi Jie and Yi Qi... Hahahaha... This is the first time I put down all my cousin's name... I wonder when will be the next time I will get to see all of them... Chinese New Year perhaps...

My aunt asked, "Does your heart feel itchy all the time???" I'll be really lying if I say no... It happens all the time especially when there are gathering... When I knew everyone is back in Muar...

Hanging on till the last day... 40 more days and counting...

Shi Hui <3

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

Blur Nag...

There was a birthday reminder on my phone at 10am yesterday... I was still in the bed and wondered whose birthday it is... As far as I can remember, I don't owe anyone birthday wishes as there was no notification from Facebook or Friendster... Took the phone and had a look... Oh my god... Why on earth there is this birthday reminder for this unknown person... Pressed the back button and went back to sleep... Due to that reminder, I missed the text sent to me by Chi Ying... Damn annoyed with it...

I mentioned quite some time ago that I might lose a friend... I think it already happened without me realising... Today I just remembered this friend of mine... I wonder am I the one who let go or vice versa... I am feeling very neutral over this as it is something that I have expected long time ago but God loves me by allowing me to spend more time with this friend of mine before she is gone...

Friends come and friends go... They are people who can't make it into our family... For those who left, they are not meant to accompany us till the end of our life journey... For those who are still here, let's brave the storm together and move forward... I am not emo at all... Just feel that it has been quite some time since I wrote something from the bottom of my heart here...

What do you all prefer me to nag here??? My feelings or some random stuff as in what I did???

Shi Hui <3

Sad Finale... =(

I really have to admit how much he understands me... He chose not to let me know when I wanted to know it badly... As time goes by, the answer seems to come to me by itself... I have the answer in me but I have no courage to get the clarification... The answer does not favour me at all... It's at his advantage...

I guess this is the reason why there is at one point of time that I almost forgot that he still owes me an explanation... Should I let my memory fail me this time or should I stick to my stubbornness to hold till the end to get the answer which eventually will make me cry again??? A rational person will definitely choose to let it go... But then I seriously want an answer although it might not favour me at all...

It's quite a sad ending actually... :(

Shi Hui <3

Monday, June 08, 2009

Random...

Hahahaha... I just realised that I have no entry yet in Blur Nag for June... Sad case... I am so lazy to blog... I think I am no longer interested in nagging... Wakakaka... Michelle will be laughing her heads off I think... Not really...

Hmmm... The family is back from Bali... Surprisingly, no one turned into charcoal... I am so disappointed... Was still thinking can make fun of Shiyi when she's back but now... Sigh... She is proud now... And ended up she laughed at my face and said I am fat... Hmmph... Fine... I must find something to get back at her... Hehehe... Mummy told me her secret just now... Regarding her massage session with Shi Wei... I am going to tease her on that... But seriously I am ugly and fat now... Self confidence all gone... That's what I told Mummy today... :(

Cousin Teng Hua is getting married next week... Heard from Mummy that he held his dinner in Penang last Saturday... Hahahaha.. That means he is considered married now... Woohoo... So funny... His sister, Sock Ting will be coming back from New Zealand and I missed the chance of meeting her... Hahaha... I did not see her for about 2years...

Speaking of which, my little nephew is almost one month old... Time flies... Even the small baby is one month old... I still don't know his name yet... I did not even have a picture of him... As for as I know, he is still nameless when he is 2weeks old... They are finding the right name to fit the number of strokes his eight characters suit... This is something very troublesome... Imagine he is English educated and his name needs to have 20 strokes for one character??? He will cry when writing his name next time... Hahahaha...

On another note, I mentioned the other time about leaving my memory here or bringing it back to Malaysia... Somehow I got the answer that day... That particular thing dropped of so many things... It's like telling me what I should do with it... Hahaha... It's in the dustbin now... I mean the big dustbin outside my house... Memory thrown away... Cool...

Shi Hui<3

Blur Nag will never be the same again...

HOPEFULLY...


SHI HUI



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