Thursday, April 17, 2008
Again, I am defeated... It has come to a point that I have no idea what more do I want... Peace... I need it desperately... I have been feeling really disturbed by everything... Mind is never peaceful for even a second for the past few weeks... Freedom... That goes without saying... I can never be able to survive without that element in my life...
I made a few major decisions in my life since the last few weeks... Decisions that will change my life... Only time will tell whether it's a right decision or not... But for now, I am sure that I am really relieved with all the decisions made... Tinge of heartache, no doubt... But I feel really relaxed at the moment... Calvin asked, why must end such a beautiful things with sadness??? It's yet another questions left debatable... I am not going to be soft heart anymore... Be firm with my own decision this time...
Cheers... =)
HOPEFULLY...
SHI HUI