Wednesday, November 08, 2006
Out of Sight but Not Out of Mind...
shudnt things b out of sight, out of mind??? but how come prob r diff... try so hard 2avoid it but came bec 2u in the end... is tat wat ppl said as "wat belongs 2u will come bec 2u eventually..."
haiz... is there any professional training out there which can train ppl 2b tough enuf??? as 2b able 2control our tears more effectively... not 2let it drop unnecessarily... i hav a lot a lot 2talk abt... but dunno where n how 2start... god is reli playing a big joke on me tis time around... cant even figure it out myself how 2handle all this... btw, wat is it like 2lose memory ar??? wudnt evrything can start from scratch then??? how nice it wud b 4my situation now...
how i wish i can reli get evrything i want juz like wat evry1 perceived me 2b... but the truth is i m not... n even the opposite... i failed in achieving lots of things in my life... i even let it slipped thru my fingers... it's juz totally stupid... smtm i reli hate myself 4being the way i m...
~Shi Hui~
I m Back...
halo.. din update tis Blur Talk of mine 4quite a long time... but i m bec tis time...
bec in subang jaya 4around 6weeks after the commencement of the UWE degree program... i m doing accounting & finance now... haven reli adapt myself to the new teaching & learning process... quite a struggle 4me so far... hav 2reli read a lot... not only the textbook but additional references... hav 2b initiative enuf 2do all the self-directed learning... no more spoon feeding liao... but the prob wit me is i reli hate reading... still remember the 1st time i read The Lexus & The Olive Tree which was required by my lecturer, i felt asleep after a few pages cos it was super duper boring... in addition, i m doing 6subjects in a sem which is reli heavy lo... lecture + seminar = 24 hours a week... homework was reli tough n it can b measured in tonnes... not 2mention presentation now n then... but all these hard work may not even sufficient to exchange wit a degree... all i need now is reli Vitamin E & F... effort n determination... my determination is decreasing day by day... not 2mention effort which is out of my sight now... :(
~Shi Hui~
