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Tuesday, October 28, 2008

I wonder why do I feel so frustrated these few days... PMS??? Part of it yes... But I am pretty sure it doesn't contribute fully to my frustration... I know exactly what is in my mind... But I just haven't figure out how am I supposed to tackle it...

Arghh... Driving me nuts... How come when I feel so uncomfortable when I knew that it's not right??? Why on earth did you tell me this is not right??? It's a bit too late, isn't it??? You should have let me know when things are still within my control... Now when I am out of reach and beyond control, then only I knew that it won't be right... Damn it...

小气鬼... 为什么这次你这样迟才跟我说... 你不是每次都会帮我的... 这次你都帮不了我... 还真的是怕咯... 我迷路了!!!

Monday, October 27, 2008

Is it true that sometime I really don't think much about certain things??? I am just too cool??? I know I have to think 3 times before arriving at a wise decision... Or else, I'll end up doing some stupid and rash decision which made me regret afterwards... For me, it really works although it might be a bit time consuming sometimes.. Just think 3times next time when you all are coming up with a decision...

There is this thing that I don't feel it's not right from the beginning... But when I told someone about it, the answer that I get is this does not seem right at all... I am bit stunned... How could this be not right??? Sigh... I pondered for a moment on this matter... Anyway, this matter does not concern me anymore... Don't care, don't bother... Just hoping things do not turn out the way it should be... I am evil, i know that... Haha... God bless me...

Monday, October 20, 2008

Shit... I suddenly realise that I have been procrastinating since the new semester starts... I have been indulging too much in my current life that I forgot my purpose here... Gosh... Flipped through the module handbook for a few subjects and I am kind of worried now... I need to start reading now!!! From textbooks to articles... God bless me... I need a suitable topic for my AIC... Angels please give me some guidance... :S Show me some ray of lights... I know I deserve it... Sigh....

Friday, October 17, 2008

诗卉!!! 醒一醒... 你今天终于明白一个人的心了... 别人怎样说你都不死心...
你现在可以相信了吗??? 感觉上就真的什么都在变... 人变... 心变... 太可怕了...
这么没有用的你那里可能受的了...
还真的是有少少的不敢接收咯... 哈哈... 算了吧... 这件事也不重要了...


这次我很确定我的立场... 诗卉, 万岁!!! :D


我要谢谢你... 永远在我最需要有人听我念个不停时在我身边...
You might not be reading my blog... But still I want to say...
You have not failed to put back a smile on my face all these while... :)
I love listening to your nagging and advice too... It makes sense though...
他就是那个我在对的时间遇到的对的人...

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

从来都没有觉得我是这么笨的一个人... 让他进入我的生命两次就算了... 为了一个对我不好的人又有这么多想法... 天啊... 我的脑袋真的坏了吗??? 没药救了吗??? 不敢相信我为他做了这么多... 后悔死了... 他还真的没有对我非常非常的好,是吗??? 看回去我 的blog, 还有一点不好意思... 没关系... 我这次有学聪明了... 虽然有点迟, 但是迟好过笨下去, 对吗??? 哈哈... 没有blog也当然没有在脑袋里... :D 一切都已经结案了...

诗卉

Haha... I did some maintenance job to my Blur Nag... The font was a bit too small... How come no one ever complain??? I received complaints like "there's no comment space" and "why it's in black"?... I can answer for all that... Blur Nag is all about my nagging... You guys do not have to have any say in it... Hahaha... Want to have a say, go to Blur Life... You can comment on anything... It's in black because the template is preset in that way... I simply love it... Sorry if it's too dull for anyone out there...
I actually had the thought of deleting the whole blog but somehow I love the template a lot... Been spending lot of time on this Blur Nag of mine... It has been the most satisfactory blog so far... So I will be maintaining it till the day I feel like chucking it away... It's a great place for me to vent my anger, happiness and frustration... It's a place full of my smiles, laughter and tears... Sadly to mention that it's also the place where most of the arguments strike... Not going to elaborate on that... It's Shi Hui's Blur Nag... I am the moderator... I have my say...
Whenever I feel happy or sad, one of the first thing that crossed my mind will be my blog... In fact, I have many drafts which have not been posted out... Sometime I just type it out but did not feel like publishing... Somehow, after typing out everything, I feel much much better...
I might sound silly... But this is how I handle my emotions... And so far, it has been good... I don't see anything wrong with this... At the very least, blog will not fight back with me... It just accepts whatever I type out... Hahaha... Don't worry... I am not suffering from depression or what... Perfectly normal now...
Here comes my nagging... Tell you guys... Phylis actually wanted to introduce a guy to me this afternoon when I was chatting with her in MSN... Hahaha... It suddenly made me feel like "do i need to go for a matchmaking session or something like get-to-know your partner?"... Anyway, I know she's being kind... Thanks darling... Deeply appreciate it... But I am contented and happy with my current status and life...
I have nothing more to nag about... Hehe... Take care everyone and miss ya... Muacksss...
~Shi Hui~

Thursday, October 09, 2008

One can never imagine how one's life can be so fragile... In one's life, how many death of our loved ones can we go through??? And more importantly, how tough the process is going to be... It's very difficult to be put it into words... As for myself, I went through the death of my grandma, granduncle and great grandma... Grandma passed away when I was in Standard 2... Thinking back, I regret that I didn't really spend much time with her... I don't really talk to her... And now I won't have the chance anymore... As for my granduncle, he passed away when I was waiting for my SPM results... I am not very close with him but just because I am old enough to understand the whole situation, it's in my mind... The third one is the death of my great grandma last year end... It was only 3days after my birthday... The feeling is really really bad... If I really could turn back time, I'll find time to chat with her... Sit in front of her listening to her stories which I don't understand... But in one way, leaving might be a good thing for her... She has almost everyone of us there...
Besides my loved ones, there are still departure of your friends' loved ones... Somehow, when I learnt that my friends' loved ones passed away, I will have a very strange feeling... I try very hard to put myself in the shoes of the person and ended up getting myself emo for a few days... The thing I dreaded most is attending funeral... I don't like the atmosphere and feeling... For the past few months, the news of my friends' loved one passed away reached me one after another... I have no idea why... I can feel their pain... That's how useless I am...
Treasure those people who are still by your side... Do not wait till they are gone... Make them happy, spend more time with them, talk to them... A simple greeting can make them feel loved... REGRET is the most painful word of all...

Blur Nag will never be the same again...

HOPEFULLY...


SHI HUI



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