Thursday, August 14, 2008
This is my blog... I have my say and I do not owe anyone any explanation for whatever is being posted here... If you want to know more, please ask yourself who you are to me first... But whoever you are, I have no responsibilty to explain everything in this blog... If I feel that I have the need to elaborate further on any particular post, I will... Take care... =)
If I were to ask the question four years ago, what will the outcome be??? Will it be the same ending as it is now...
If you were to tell me four years ago, what will be the outcome be again??? Will you be deprived of the chance you have???
It's a misunderstanding... But it's more like a knot, a question without answer... But I am happy to know the answer... At the very least, it proves that there's no lie involved...
I am impressed as well... Someone like me can keep a question for as long as four years... I got the answer only yesterday... It was after I asked... Gosh... Wasn't that a bit too late??? Yes, it is... It's way too late...
All I can say is "Sorry"... I should have clarified it long ago... I shouldn't have kept the question in my heart for so long... Everything is toooooooooo late now....
Monday, August 11, 2008
Oh my god... What on earth is happening nowadays??? One after another... Even I, as an outsider feel disturbed by the news... Is it a trend??? Blame it on the month, blame it on the people... Who to blame??? There is definitely no right or wrong in this...
Enough about that... I have been lazing for two weeks dy... "Seems" quite busy... With what??? Driving here and there... Going here and there... Grandma's place... Shopping mall... Eating place... Hahaha... There goes my diet plan again...
Wednesday, August 06, 2008
5th of August - Never in my life I felt so scared before... The thought of myself might be admitted to hospital or even dying are really scary... Maybe I think too much but seriously it was really scary...
Blame it on the those mosquitoes... Been biting me for the past few days... Leaving my legs with those rashes and unwanted marks... Haiz... I suspect myself being down with chikungunya... Because I have a few symptoms of the disease... Got no choice but to see a doctor... And guess what the doctor told me... There's nothing I can do until you are down with high fever... Luckily I wasnt down with fever or else I wouldnt be updating my blog here...
Everyone out there... Please take good care of your own health... If there are any symptoms, please visit a doctor... It's not something that can be joked about...
Tuesday, August 05, 2008
Life... Again.. It wasn't as smooth sailing as I wanted it to be... I am troubled by the same problem, the same question again... But I choose the easiest way out again... Not wanting to think of the same thing over and over again for god knows how many times... It's too tiring...
I admit I am turning into a porcupine... All I can do for myself now is only putting in my very best in protecting myself... Got myself hurt over and over again... It has somehow become a habit or have I gone numb??? I myself have no idea... I finally believe that everything is fair in this world...
I can't do anything but to let out a sigh... The opportunity cost is too much for me... It's only either this or that... It's almost equivalent to no option... Unfair...
Have anyone ever know what is in my mind??? But forget it... Mind reading games are too tiring as well... I don't need anyone to understand... Will I end up being alone at the end of the day??? High chances I will because I seem to be making everyone turn their back on me...