We used to have so much to chat about... But thinking back... All those stuff can be categorized under the same topic... Hence, it falls back to square one... We were actually chatting the same old stuff since day one... I am the silly one again this time thinking that we were more than just friends... I was already told that things will never turn out the way I want it to be... But then I choose to think that things will work out just because I have the faith... But then I was defeated again...

True... I feel the pain... I am disappointed... To the extent of very very disappointed but what can I do and say??? Echo told me before... XQG told me before... I never listen... I thought I can take it all in my stride... But the truth is I could not at all... How stubborn human nature can be...

On the other hand, the choice of letting go is the best decision I have ever made for myself in my entire life... The decision hurts me more than a little, but I am very confident that the wound will heal one day... No doubt that this decision is influenced by many external factors and parties... I am sure that it is a decision that many people will feel happy for me... I know I might be the only one feeling sad over the decision but as long as those who loves me are happy, it's totally worth it...

I am the losing party in the end but it's a happy ending... I will get over it one fine day... =)