But why???!!! It happened again and again... You promised... You assured me it will not happen... But you allow it to happen again... Everything is covered so easily with your excuses and your avoidance... Once again, I am such a failure... I turned out to be a fool again... True... You deserve more than a slap from me... You deserve more than a scolding from me... But then your words really made me speechless... Your explantion made me not knowing how to react... It only brings tears to my face again...

I have so many things to say... I wanted to see you so much just to let you know how much I missed you... But you robbed me of the opportunity... You chose the path that I won't even give you my blessings.... You chose the wrong person to share your happiness... I am left with another regret in my life...

History seems to be repeating itself time and time again... Even God is playing a fool on me... How funny it can be... At the end of the day, if none of us gained happiness, whose fault would it be??? Or am I only the one who won't be able to gain happiness because I can't let go...