Tuesday, June 16, 2009

For One More Time...

It has been a while since I last feel so emo... Tears just cannot be controlled... I was the one who called back and reminded them to take photos for me... I was the one who asked my sis to upload pictures for me... Yet I was the one who cannot control the flow of tears when viewing those pictures... I cried when I see my sisters... I cried when jie commented on my Facebook status...

I almost cried when talking to mummy on the phone the other day... But I managed to hold back my tears... Today I really feel so down... I don't know why... Even when I was on the way to buying groceries, I almost teared when thinking of certain things... I thought of the day when I will be back in Malaysia... I thought of the feelings of meeting everyone... Papa, mummy, jie, han, mek and wei... Gong and wai po... From da yi till mei yi... Da jiu and xiao jiu... From er gu till xiao gu... Pek pek and shu shu... And all my cousins... Although not close I miss them too... Ah Boy, Ah Girl, Shirley, Ah Vin, Ah J, Ah Han, Ah Pei and family, Ah Wei, Ah Zhi, Wen Wen, Yong Rui and Le Le... Ah Hua and his wife, Ah Ji, Ah Ting, Ah Fan, Pei Qi, Pei Sin, Ah Zu, Ah You, Ah Hui, Hui Wen, Hui En, Ah Ni, Ah Yi, Xin Ying, Ah Le, Jing Lun, Yi Lun, Yi Jie and Yi Qi... Hahahaha... This is the first time I put down all my cousin's name... I wonder when will be the next time I will get to see all of them... Chinese New Year perhaps...

My aunt asked, "Does your heart feel itchy all the time???" I'll be really lying if I say no... It happens all the time especially when there are gathering... When I knew everyone is back in Muar...

Hanging on till the last day... 40 more days and counting...

Shi Hui <3