Monday, May 04, 2009

WRONG!!!

Things have been quite positive for quite some time... But TODAY, it is totally WRONG... Out of place, not right, in a mess, etc... Whatever you want to name it... As negative as it can be... I am so pissed over this... To make things worse, it is not the right time of the month... Revision plus PMS made me in such a bad mood... I am really going to explode...

This is one of the many times when I really really hate myself... I hate myself for being kind, being generous, being such a faker, being a fool... How I wish I did not see any of those... How I wish I can be as neutral as possible towards those... How I wish... How I wish... It's too late...

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Him : Without me by your side, you have to solve everything by yourself...

And why are you telling me things that none of us can make a change to it??? I simply simply don't understand why... Asking the obvious when you have the answer... So what you get the answer from me??? What can you do??? You can't even carve a smile on my face now... Does seeing me in this state make you feel better???

Don't worry... I'll be able to bring back the smile on my face very very soon... This won't bring me down... Smile at the trouble... Laugh at them for not being able to make me emo... I miss Muhe and Michelle... :(

Shi Hui <3