Saturday, May 02, 2009

I didn't know that...

It has been quite some time since this happens... I did not know that your memories still can bring tears to my eyes... It pulled my emotions level down immediately when that particular word struck my mind... Anyway, I guess I have the answer in me now... It crossed my mind suddenly when I browsed through my texts... Seeing you in such a bad mood that day brought me nearer to the actual reason and answer... I am really sorry for not being able to do anything to help... The full stop indeed has put on a barrier between us... There's no more heart-to-heart talk... No one can help you but yourself... If you choose to sink further, then I can't help you in any way anymore... No one can alter the reality... It doesn't matter now who came up with the suggestion, what matters most is both of us have accepted it...

On another note, I chatted with jie through texts today... I am so happy... My ex-boss, who is her friend's brother will be getting married tomorrow... Chatted with her on many many things... I think this is the only way that I won't cry... Can chat with her without listening to her voice which can make me cry... Mummy is worried about my cough which has not yet recovered after such a long time... Pa is worried about the Influenza A H1N1... He even suggested me to buy a mask which I think I will.. The family will be going to KL tomorrow... Wish I can go as well... But I can wait... Hope they enjoy the trip tomorrow...

P/S : Bristol has reported its first case of Influenza A H1N1...

Shi Hui <3