Saturday, May 30, 2009

Confusion & Depression...

Sigh... I am so depressed now everytime I look at the mirror... How am I supposed to cure my face??? I am trying to sleep early now... I am doing mask at least twice a week... Hmmm... Maybe I should stop eating chicken and eggs... It used to work effectively last time... But then meals will be so boring without chicken and eggs... Dishes are already so limited... Maybe I should really impose a ban on chicken and eggs not because of bird flu but for the sake of my face... I hate taking pictures now... That's the main reason I have no mood for travelling at all... Arghhh... Tomorrow I am going to the city to see what I can buy to cure my face in the shortest time possible... Or else I will be very very depressed... Depressed till I hate seeing people... No face to meet people... :(

I am so confused over some people... Why on earth they want to make me confused over the same thing over and over again??? Treating me nice at the wrong time... Offering me help when I least expect and need it... Why must appear so noble or affectionate over it??? What's the reason??? What's the motive??? Maybe I think too much... Purely what they feel over it... No reason or motive behind it... Whatever... I am just annoyed over it... I am so not pleased with it... It's tiring to figure out what's behind every word you said... It's even more tiring to know you... Arghhh...

Shi Hui <3