Friday, April 17, 2009

我要时光机!!!

I asked mummy before I left Malaysia... "Do you bear seeing me going to UK alone???" She replied me, "If it is something for your own good, why not???" I was left speechless at that point of time...

Papa said, "Do your final year in UK..." I replied with a "No..." He told me that since I started on my Year 2... It was until I realised that it is one of his wishes that I can play a part in fulfilling it that I decided to do my final year in UK...

When I was young, I can sleep without covering a blanket... Mummy will always say that even if you do not want to cover your body, make sure you cover up your feet... Now I sleep by covering up my whole self including my face... Hahaha...

When I was young, papa used to tell me that I was picked up from the garbage dump... Everyone hates me so much when I was small because I vomit all the time... Can you imagine how smelly I was??? No wonder even papa does not want to acknowledge me as his daughter... Now he is the one who loves me most...

When I was young, I was not close to jie at all... Simply because she is da jie... I do not like her!!! That's it... Hahaha... Now, I cry the moment I talk to her on the phone... She is my one and only jie in this world who accompanies and pays for my shopping and meal... She is the one who takes care of me when I was away from home to Subang Jaya... Now I am left all alone here... No doubt I really really miss her...

When I was 7 years old, I had the thought why on earth I am not the youngest anymore in the family because Shi Han was born... As she grew up, she's the sweetest among us... Gentle and soft spoken... Now she's counting down to the day that I am back in Malaysia... She's waiting for me to go back and be her driver again...

When I was 8, Shiyi was born... Out of sudden, I have one more younger sister... She is the apple of the eye of my aunt and uncle simply because she is fine with everyone... We travel to anywhere without her... She was under the care of a nanny for a short period of time as grandma was sick at that time and mummy has no time to take care of her... She's the most rebellious among us to the extent mummy complains a lot about her... She has too much ego in herself that you have to understand her mind instead of understanding what was spoken by her... She is the one who argues the most with me but I love her and she loves me too...

When I was 13, Shi Wei was born... She brings so much joy to our family... She gets what she wants and does not need to vie for it... Her da jie, er jie, han jie jie and yi jie jie will give her whatever she wants... Her papa dotes her more than anyone else in this world... She bullies, she hits, she scolds... She talks, she sings, she fools around... Afterall, she is the most disciplined among us who keeps her wardrobe so tidy and neat all the time...

I just wanted to say, I MISS THEM A LOT A LOT... Half year away away from home, half year without seeing them, touching them and feeling them made me realise that I love them more than I always thought...