Sunday, April 05, 2009

I can do it!!!

Afterall, it seems like a blessing in disguise... I do not have to crack my head when I am back in Malaysia... I do not have to deal with so many uncertainties in the future... I do not have to be a bad girl... I do not have to make many many decisions which I hate the most... After weighing the costs and benefits, the benefits far far outweigh the costs...

I came to realise that I can make my own decisions too... I can survive without being nagged and reminded about thousand and one stuff... I can take care of myself when I am sick... I can handle my own problems... I have many many people out there who are willing to lend me their ears and shoulders anytime especially Calvin, Michelle and Yi Ling... You guys are simply marvellous... Two thumbs up...

Darling HJ said that I appear tougher this time... Hahaha... I have no comment on that... It has been classified as another chapter in Shi Hui's history... I flipped through it and now it's the beginning of another chapter... Darling HJ is also the one who came out with my new name, Chua Chua Chua... She actually knew that I am being known as Chua back in Muar... So she ended up calling me Chua Chua... Chua Chua has become my name... To add onto it, she adds another Chua which is the surname behind it... This is how I got my new name... So funny everytime she calls me Chua Chua Chua...

By the way, I am in the process of confirming the date of my flight back... I'll keep you guys informed... I will be back in July anyway... Haha... Should I or should I not??? I have no idea... Maybe I should just go with it and don't bother so much... No wonder people always says that if you think and worry too much, you'll end up doing nothing... I have been thinking and worrying too much... That is why I still dare not confirm the date with the travel agent... Arghhh... Next week next week... I will confirm it because it is already April now... Those who are going back during summer break has already known for sure when are they going back except me... Boooohooooo... =(