Tuesday, March 03, 2009

When I thought I am the unluckiest person to encounter all these shitty craps, I realised that I am far far far more fortunate than many many people in every corner of the Earth... Others have worse problem than me... Others are being deprived of the chance they have to let out another breath... Yet I have the chance to wake up every morning... Others are deprived of the chance to have a decent meal... Yet I have the chance to have complete three meals in a day... Others are deprived of a roof on top of their head... Yet I not only have a roof but a comfortable bed... Others are living all by themselves without knowing what is love... Yet I have such a big family who showers me with unconditional love all the time...

I have been letting so many people down for the past two weeks... Those who always stood by me no matter what... Never ever at any point feel like giving up on me... When the whole world seems to be turning their back against me, you guys made me feel as though I am the brightest star... Giving me unlimited support and strength to move on... THANKS A MILLION... Muackssss....

Even if the worst happens, it's not the end of the world yet... Trust me... I will be able to stand on my feet... I just need some time to cry my hearts out... Just like this time, after crying for two days, everything is fine now... I might not be in the best of mood now but I am smiling while typing this post... Michelle, I know you are very very worried about me... But I am really fine now... Remember the three girls on our Since 1987 shirt??? See no evil, Hear no evil and Speak no evil... Hahaha... As long as I can apply that, I can assure you that I will be smiling everyday...

Hanging on and holding on till the day I explode... Hahaha... Become the animal and embrace the other side" (Calvin, 2009)... On a random note, I read somewhere in my cousin's blog that when one day it has reached to a point when you don't feel anything at all, it is still a feeling afterall... How true is that... =D