Tuesday, March 17, 2009

I have been cracking my head asking myself thousands of WHYs and WHATs... Every possibility seems to be coming one after another... But how come there is this possibility that keeps flashing through my mind??? I have a strong feeling that might be the real cause... Arghhh... How am I supposed to brush that thought away??? Or I am just preparing myself for the worst??? What is it that I can't know???

Last night, while brushing my teeth, I have the sudden thought and reminded myself... If I were to know everything, I would not have to rule down every possibility myself till now... If he were to tell me everything, he would have done so long ago... If he were to explain, he would have explained long ago... If he were to call or text, it would have happened long ago...

Sigh... Ignore this post... Just finding some channel to vent out my frustration...