Friday, February 27, 2009

Obviously I have OVERRATED you from the beginning till now... I put too much hope in you that I end myself in great disappointment at this point of time... My heart aches to the extent that I don't feel anything except for the pain... I am glad that I still have those girls to listen to me... Thanks Yi Ling and Michelle... I am glad I have tonnes of assignments to keep myself drop dead tired...

If this is the so-called training you are referring to, I am still trying very hard to adapt to it... If this is the so-called love and concern that I am going to receive from now onwards, I can tell you I can't take it... If this is the so-called the same old you, I can tell you it's BULLSHIT... If this is the so-called perfect dear, I can tell you that even a normal friend can treat me better than you now... Somehow you gave me a feeling of 有心无力... Correct me if I am wrong again... I allow you a chance to defend yourself...

No matter what I said, it has turned into me being calculative... Fine... I won't complain anymore, I won't demand anymore because I need to be understanding and considerate... Please have some mercy on me because I need someone to understand me as well...

Afterall, I am just too disappointed in myself this time...