Wednesday, February 11, 2009

More and more in the list... Nothing can shaken my stand this time... No matter what, must stay alert at all times... Plan A has to be carried out immediately... No more delaying... Time is everything now... A small mistake might cause me to regret my whole life... Tears are not even supposed to roll down now...

Getting more and more used to this kind of situation... Just that I was not mentally prepared at all the previous time... Just now out of control but luckily managed to calm myself down... Hmmm... What's for Plan B then??? Suggestions please, thank you... For more details, please approach me directly... It's not appropriate to disclose here...

Kill the jealousy in me... Kill the over-worrying in me... Kill the low self-esteem in me... I have to hang on till the end... White flag, get out of my sight... You won't be of any use this time... No matter what happened, 小气鬼还是我,贪心鬼的DEAR... Everything remains unchanged just that a few people are trying to become the crowd... What to do... They don't understand that "two a couple, three a crowd, four, five and six are even worse"...

On the other hand, sometimes I wonder will our effort be really paid off... Does the person that we are putting in effort feel it??? What if ended up we are being taken for granted and not appreciated??? Does that mean we still have to smile at the whole world and said, "I have put in my very best effort"??? People always say that no matter what the outcome is, there is no use regretting as long as you put in your best... Does that applicable in real life???