Tuesday, February 24, 2009

It is something which is totally wrong theoretically but just because of my unfulfilled responsibilities, it somehow seems so right... I am not supposed to get angry... I am not supposed to have any reaction... But this is just the right feeling because at the point of time, I am numb... No feeling at all except unlimited tears keep rolling down my cheeks... I am speechless... I have nothing to defend myself...

The hands which were supposed to embrace me do not belong to me alone... What will be the next thing I will be robbed off??? The feelings that I can't give right now sooner or later will also be substituted... The phrase which used to belong to me alone will no longer belong to me alone anymore... I have been robbed off one thing after another...



These two sentences are enough to make my heart stops beating... The incident that I dreaded so so so much has finally happened... Luckily it's part of it... But will there be part 2??? I seriously hope that's the finale... Sorry... No more reserve on this post... I am f*ckingly pissed off now because I seem to be made a fool again...

You know what is the consequences of lying to me... I have stated my stand very clearly long long ago... It is slipping through my finger again... Lost grip of it not because I want it to but because you choose to... I can shoulder all the blames but are you sure your conscience will be clear??? After all, it's A PACK OF LIES from the beginning!!!! Only a fool will be taken on a ride over and over again... And YES, I AM THE GREATEST FOOL IN THE UNIVERSE!!!

"Can't believe that I am a fool again... I thought this love will never end... How I was to know... You never told me... " Everyone knows very sure what song is this... Hahaha... It is finally applicable to me... Very very soon I think... :D:D:D

Don't worry, guys... It's still within my acceptable boundary... Will be fine... Don't probe... Just apply whatever imagination you all have... Cheers... :P