Saturday, January 24, 2009

I am not in the mood for anything... Assignments, presentations and even CNY... I am numb... I am defeated again by pressure... It's the worst hit ever this time around... Even I find myself amusing, ridiculous, unreasonable, irrational and out of control... What is flowing in my mind is not what I want it to be in my head... I caused so much trouble, suffering and agony to myself and worst of all those people who love me... Isn's that funny???

Shi Hui, I really despise you this time... Sorry everyone... I broke my promise that there won't be any sad post... But time and situation do not permit me to keep my promise this time... I tried so much so much but I failed miserably in certain things... I put in so much effort but then the results is not what I desired... Does that mean I have to put in extra effort??? Or everything will be fine if I behave the way I should behave??? I would prefer the latter...