Thursday, December 25, 2008

What a day... I appear such a failure that I have no idea on how to carve a smile on your face... It has reached the extent that I have no idea on what I am supposed to say... I am really really helpless... I should do something but yet there seems nothing that I can do... It's like a part of you being taken away... You are crying in pain but I can only watch you without knowing what to do to ease the pain... Can someone share with me on how to cheer someone up??? In desperate need of help now... Please... :(:(:(

He has not been talking to me for the past 7hours... I have no idea how is he now... Sleeping??? Mourning??? Staring at the blank??? I am so so so worried... I am such a good-for-nothing, right??? He was there when I am in my lowest part of my life... He was there when I frown... Yet, where am I when he is feeling low and frowning??? Sigh~~~