Saturday, November 01, 2008

What a day... I actually said something that made him so sad and disappointed... I am such an idiot... How come I never think 3times this time??? Blurted out that sentence without thinking of the consequences??? Shi Hui, I thought you are very pro at thinking thrice before saying something or making any decision??? You are such a crap today... I hate you!!! He just signed out of msn like that... I know how disappointed he is in me this time... This is not the first time I made this stupid mistake... This is the SECOND time!!! Yet, I never learn my lesson... *slap slap*

He told me a lot a lot a lot... What have I went wrong this time??? Attitude, promise and responsibility... I am responsible of my own life... No more relying on other people for decision making... My life is in my own hands now... I should keep my words and be responsible for whatever I said... Shi Hui, please be more sensible... U can stand on your own, can't you??? Seriously, I deserve a scolding but so sweet of him... He never has the heart to scold me... He will only tell me where have I done wrong and let me think about what I had done... That's what makes me really guilty this time... I really have to digest and keep everything that he said in my mind... Not going to repeat the same thing... I had a hard time to bring back a smile on his face... Sigh...

He is none other than my "小气鬼".... Although that is what I call him all the time, he has the most gracious heart... 对不起, 小气鬼....