Thursday, October 09, 2008
One can never imagine how one's life can be so fragile... In one's life, how many death of our loved ones can we go through??? And more importantly, how tough the process is going to be... It's very difficult to be put it into words... As for myself, I went through the death of my grandma, granduncle and great grandma... Grandma passed away when I was in Standard 2... Thinking back, I regret that I didn't really spend much time with her... I don't really talk to her... And now I won't have the chance anymore... As for my granduncle, he passed away when I was waiting for my SPM results... I am not very close with him but just because I am old enough to understand the whole situation, it's in my mind... The third one is the death of my great grandma last year end... It was only 3days after my birthday... The feeling is really really bad... If I really could turn back time, I'll find time to chat with her... Sit in front of her listening to her stories which I don't understand... But in one way, leaving might be a good thing for her... She has almost everyone of us there...
Besides my loved ones, there are still departure of your friends' loved ones... Somehow, when I learnt that my friends' loved ones passed away, I will have a very strange feeling... I try very hard to put myself in the shoes of the person and ended up getting myself emo for a few days... The thing I dreaded most is attending funeral... I don't like the atmosphere and feeling... For the past few months, the news of my friends' loved one passed away reached me one after another... I have no idea why... I can feel their pain... That's how useless I am...
Treasure those people who are still by your side... Do not wait till they are gone... Make them happy, spend more time with them, talk to them... A simple greeting can make them feel loved... REGRET is the most painful word of all...
