Tuesday, August 05, 2008
Life... Again.. It wasn't as smooth sailing as I wanted it to be... I am troubled by the same problem, the same question again... But I choose the easiest way out again... Not wanting to think of the same thing over and over again for god knows how many times... It's too tiring...
I admit I am turning into a porcupine... All I can do for myself now is only putting in my very best in protecting myself... Got myself hurt over and over again... It has somehow become a habit or have I gone numb??? I myself have no idea... I finally believe that everything is fair in this world...
I can't do anything but to let out a sigh... The opportunity cost is too much for me... It's only either this or that... It's almost equivalent to no option... Unfair...
Have anyone ever know what is in my mind??? But forget it... Mind reading games are too tiring as well... I don't need anyone to understand... Will I end up being alone at the end of the day??? High chances I will because I seem to be making everyone turn their back on me...
