Wednesday, July 02, 2008
There was once when I really wonder what is left of me... It seems that I have been robbed of everything... There wasn't even a single soul I can pour my hearts out... Sounds pathetic, right??? But I brought all these upon myself... Thus, I should get out from it myself... Shouldn't be dragging more and more innocent people into my own complicated world...
In fact, I shouldn't feel despair at all... I still have wonderful family and lovely friends who will be backing me up all the time... Shouldn't I prove to those who think that I can't survive well that I can live better without them... I am trying very hard to salvage everything... From friendship to interpersonal relationship... I couldn't have failed everything... That wasn't how my life should be...
There are still some small little things that I need to do... After that, everything will be back to normal I hope... For those who thought that I can't make through it... Sorry to disappoint you... I still want to thank you for making me even tougher...