Wednesday, November 08, 2006
Out of Sight but Not Out of Mind...
shudnt things b out of sight, out of mind??? but how come prob r diff... try so hard 2avoid it but came bec 2u in the end... is tat wat ppl said as "wat belongs 2u will come bec 2u eventually..."
haiz... is there any professional training out there which can train ppl 2b tough enuf??? as 2b able 2control our tears more effectively... not 2let it drop unnecessarily... i hav a lot a lot 2talk abt... but dunno where n how 2start... god is reli playing a big joke on me tis time around... cant even figure it out myself how 2handle all this... btw, wat is it like 2lose memory ar??? wudnt evrything can start from scratch then??? how nice it wud b 4my situation now...
how i wish i can reli get evrything i want juz like wat evry1 perceived me 2b... but the truth is i m not... n even the opposite... i failed in achieving lots of things in my life... i even let it slipped thru my fingers... it's juz totally stupid... smtm i reli hate myself 4being the way i m...
~Shi Hui~
